Iruparattso

I got tired of seeing the "last journal entry" that's been up for years so I deleted it. I'd delete the rest of them too since things by past me annoys me, but I'm too lazy I guess. Also, if I feel motivated enough when I have time I might start trying to draw stuff again since I got a new tablet so I can ^-^

I haven't been doing too well for a couple days now, I feel sick like I'm about to throw up, stressed out, and I can't sleep anymore x_x Tuesday night I felt so bad I thought I was going to die in my fell asleep. My birthday is coming up fast on the 20th, and nothing makes me feel worse on my birthday than being alone. Which reminds me of how I felt on my last birthday... Seems my birthday curse won't being broken any time soon like I'd hoped... Not only that I can no longer enjoy the same things I used to. My favorite time of the day is now the most painful. I used to love the time before I fall asleep where I'd think about my future happin

I'm tired and depressed so I'll make this brief: this weekend has left me depressed, depressed and mad. Mostly because of some ASSHOLE son of a bitch who I HATE tricking me out of $38 of my register money at work which is more then a enough to get you fired >.< And no, I'm not going to explain how he tricked me, he had me so confused it took me 5 hours just to figure out how much he ACTUALLY stole >.< Plus there's the thing I got in the mail from my school saying I got an F in my Java Class which I emailed the teacher about which he said he'll look into. Then of course there's having to go to work at the worst possible times >.< I'll stop th